Shooting
The first shooter was said to have been mercilessly bullied in high school. What about the guy this week?
I have this crazy, uneducated thought running through my mind since July 13.
I was lucky, I was never bullied. I can only think of one time that I can recall that I participated in and the sting of it exists still today. That was around early teenage years. So I hope the feeling I had at the time that is still within me today, was my lesson and I didn’t do it again.
So I don’t know what it feels like. I haven’t had to navigate people saying mean things to me or at me or hearing it indirectly. I do for some reason, when I see it, hear it or read about it, interestingly more every day feel it. I feel it so deep within, the solar plexus, it radiates up into a lump in my throat and brings tears to my eyes.
What if they both were bullied mercilessly and their target was the perceived ultimate bully?
I had a Medium tell once that I take things in through the solar plexus chakra. Then she said, “So the good news is you know what people are thinking and feeling. The bad news is, you know what people are thinking and feeling.
The job I had before this one that I am fully remote with, at first in was the office, Mon – Friday normal. Then after a set amount of time, we could choose to work 2 days a week from home or flex, nine nines. Of course I chose 2 days! There was no parking where I worked so the bus was the only way to get up on that hill. My commute, depending on traffic was about an hour or two hours. I was melting mentally every day. Leaving my house about 6:30am, getting home 7pm. I probably took in every emotion on that bus on the way in and on the way home. Then ‘stuff’ happened and some trips I couldn’t hold in the tears even if I listen to music or a book. Nothing would mask the energy around me.
Then COVID. I was saved. In a short few weeks, I embarrassingly felt better. But I was, considering all the ‘stuff’. But I digress.
Bullied. Listening to the people who knew him, they spoke of the shooter on July 13 saying that he was mercilessly bullied in high school.
Was the shooter this week bullied at any point in his life?
I know everyone wants to blame this on everything but what it is actually about. And I am certain, we will never know unless they find and release verifiable documentation that these people wrote saying why. Where is that long drawn out congressional inquiry to find out why?
My take, the bullies want to blame the opponent. Now here is where an unfriendly or blocks happens. I think DJT is a bully and his running mate is his protege in training. Actually, I think the training is or was complete.
What if these men shot at who they perceived as the ultimate bully and decided this is how I take revenge on everyone who has bullied me ever.